the camp finally draws to an end and now i sit in the SR4, in the darkness but not alone (no pun here). it has been fruitful. vic and dave did a pretty good job, i'll have to say. and tim made learning interesting. yc.. let's just say we got him with the water balloons and buckets of water like we always do to the game masters. =]

covered on Joshua, talking abt the promises of God. The mere power of God's promises, His never-failing commitment to it despite man's fallen nature and wavering faith in His words, the much needed rightful response that we should be giving to our Lord, the things we deemed as problems to God's promises and God fulfilling it against all odds.. from our pt of view at least. and just as God promised His people blessings of a promised land in the OT and fulfilled it, the promise of the blessing of peace with Him did come true too, through Jesus. and although the Bible tells me the same thing over and over again, it never fails to leave me in awe. all in all, i kinda wish i didn't have to go home today.

late night suppers and chats will be missed... be it sitting around talking, playing bridge, a very demeaning game of heart attack or just eating together ('fei'-llowship man..) the conversations shared were priceless like every other cf camp that we have. can't wait for the bible retreat to come.

and it seems inevitable that i leave the camp with personal struggles brought to my attention. will need to reflect.. really think abt it for a week or two and if nothing happens, i'm going to brush the issue away, seeing that i might be actually making a mountain out of a molehill. don't wanna hurt any friends or even myself as i ponder and try to sort out my thoughts. delaine darling, thanks for listening to me last night as i just confess my confusion. i'll see how everything goes and you can count on me keeping you updated, given our "ba-gua"ness.

and i declare the camp a success.