i can't think of what to say.. or what to make of this situation.

i just wanna go back to office and get out of here. it's making me depressed and sick. oh god.. really. oh my God.

that one line i heard just now, "i don't want to be there to see her last breath."

i rather be there to see a person's last breath then to be rushed to my room, never knowing when the last breath came, only remembering the sickening choking cough.

really.