i am earnestly sadden. like there's a weight in my heart.

it's home away from home. i'll miss the people... miss the weather... miss the long walks... miss the charming city... and miss big brother! gosh. i swear, melbourne is the only country that has made me feel this way.

normally, what that saddens me is the fact that i have to return to work/school. that's what that gets me down. but now, it's the fact that i have to leave this place that gets me down. i wld really love to move to melbourne and work here. absolute struff, really.

the fashion.. it's so forgiving. florals. prints. peasants. trackies. boardies. woollen shorts. and in winter, the hoodies that spring up.. i really had to stop at one 'cos my bags are threatening to explode now. if given the chance, i would have bought more than 10 from both jay jays and qv. and the uggs!!! i want a pair of uggs!!

don't get me started on the food. italian is amazing.. the pancakes at pancake factory? and coffees and gelatos and hot chocolates and donuts and chippers and victoria bitters and sweet mandarins and pink lady apples and lollies and sherbets and... argh. i know singapore is a food paradize. but where are my pancakes??

omg. absolute misery for me right now.

ok, time is running out for me right now. let me just sit here and mope. i wanna move to melbourne. now.