i'm starting to understand what it means to be "in the world, not of it". physically, without a doubt, i'm in the world. but try as i may, i feel a certain detachment from the people i once was close to.. ppl who are no longer like-minded... ppl who see my beliefs as mere morals and ethics and nothing..

i seriously thank God for working through each storm in life. i thank Him that i continually find strength in the hope that He has in store for His heirs.. the promise of Jesus.. the idea of a new creation where there are no more tears or hurt 'cos truly, i'm finally in that perfect state of union with my Lord and Savior.

i don't want the world to see me

'cos i don't think that they'd understand

when everything's made to be broken

i just want you to know who i am

and truly God knows me.. to still want to choose me in my state of imperfect as His choosen church. praise Him for that.