Quiz Results: Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf) - Sonnet
Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?
Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.
You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.
hm.. ok.. how true is that? conscienctious, caring and careful. deep convictions. a lot of thoughts abt romance (eh, how else will i write my stories and poems?). choosy with affections.. ser, u wanna vouch for that? lots of female friends. how 'bt that and lots of male buddies as well? selfless and compassionate. sounds nice. all in all, the sonnet. i like the name.
-- quiz result aside --
to you: stop making use of me and pretending that you aren't. i know it's my nature to easily take up stuff and settle it once and for all, even if it means that i give shit to myself. i bleeping hate it. i bleeping hate it when i try to look for some good in the world and you just make me hate myself for doing it. and i know i will continue to do so and ppl like bleeping you will just disappoint me. i'm not masochistic. i just.. i just really wish for a little good in this fallen world that has turned away. even if it means that i'm left crying, not 'cos you made use of me.. but 'cos you keep destroying that little semblence of hope i have for the world. how you keep beating down my wishes and dreams for smth better.. how you just make me wonder why i continue suffering for people who let me down.
and you make me turn to the cross.. God is not glorious in making you bleeping horrible. God is glorious in making me turn away from the pain and turn to Him for solace.. for understanding that i've been put here to realize how ugly the world can be.. and how He's put me here to not be as ugly as what i've seen. He's given me the chance to learn about the scars that man create on the perfect world He created.
Keep smiling / keep shining / know that you can always count on me for sure / that's what friends are for / through good times / and bad times / i'll be by your side forever more / that's what friends are for
fallacy of generalization. that's not what friends are for. that's what God does. He teaches us through His will. and He's always there. He's the only one who keeps that smile on my face. He's the only one who keeps that light from going out. He's the only stable one, that fortress where i hide in. He's the only one who's seen me through all my good and bad times, the only one who has truly wiped my tears each night so that i may have rest at the end of the day, assuring me that through it all, He's there for me. all that even when i used to be His enemy and part of that ugly world. i know Christ went through so much more bleeping shit than me. but i'm not Christ. i'm not God. i'm just a mere little girl, clinging to the invisible sleeve of His so that i'll get through each day.
i wonder how much Christ cries.
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