i am such a crazy fan. i cannot believe it.

but it seemed just sooo worthwhile to risk my bacteria life (as well as everyone else's) to leave the house for 1.5 hr..

to have him place his large hand on my left shoulder..

to have him extend that same hand to me to shake it before i left..

to have him write

to Jun

Much Love

Brad Little

in the cover of my CD sleeve..

despite the fact that i was somewhat reduced to a grinning moron in front of him.

i am such a retard, i swear.

he's fantabulously charming! my heart goes out to him. those red scars evident on his face from the make-up and mask.. there was a faint hint of tiredness.. yet he was really such a gentleman despite it all..

the phantom's role is really not an easy one. think abt the emotional rollarcoaster in 2.5 hrs. from hopefulness, only to give way to jealousy, rage, to burn with passion.. to desperation and finally.. hopelessness.. and he does this night after night after night. and four shows during the weekends! it's mad!

his cd is magical. but nothing beats listening to the man live. i have to say that i prefer Kris Philips' version of "This is the Moment" more.. "If Ever I Would Leave You" is just.. different. Brad's got a voice like spring, one that is lighter, fluid and captivating. Kris is more of autumn, one slightly heavy, velvetly and seductive. :P

i'm how swooning now. i *heart* the man..

i'm never gonna concentrate on strategy now. i shld just go to bed right? hee hee...

******

hands that have shook the very right hand of brad little...