i think i'm horridly intolerant of people with the "i'm actually a cute emo hipster" syndrome.

it's different from my I'm-awesome-nuff'-said syndrome. i admit, i'm an ass when it comes to that. i announce that i'm awesome and i announce it to annoy people for their entertainment. my 自大 and 自恋狂 syndromes are seriously for entertainment. i don't think i'm all that great. i whine 'cos i'm annoying. and i know i'm annoying when i whine. i don't seek pity.. not all the time at least. i whine to get it out of my system and then i force myself to snap out of it.

i don't know why i do that but i just do.

so this "i'm actually a cute emo hipster" syndrome needs more clarification. seen stuff like these on your fb newsfeed?

"so true!!" (proceeds to tag ALL friends)

"Me on a monday morning. yawnzs"

yes, people like that exists. we know them all. it's as bad as the gamer girls trying to use the internet prove that gamer girls don't bite console wires and act sexy by identifying the right consoles to the devices or brandnames. honestly, if you were a real gamer girl, you would scoff at these, lol at them and go back to your games.

i don't see anything wrong with sharing photos of massively adorable animals. or witty quotes. but don't  use them to put yourself on a pedestal.

not cool. not even cute.

besides, the first "witty quote" just insults yourself.. you're saying that you are drama. really? why would you do that? girls who hang out with guys just hang out with guys without announcing that they hang out with guys. why would you need to tell the world that you hang out with guys 'cos it's less drama? 'cos you want guys to think that you're cool? good luck to your gfs who have to deal with whatever situation you're trying to create.

these are the same people who take selcas drowned in instagram effects with a "lazing at home.." or "wishing you were here.." or "i'm bored.."captions. you're really just this...

minus the cat. thank God, it's minus the cat. poor cat.

don't get me wrong, i like to know more about people. i like to look at travel photos, food photos, pet photos, people at gatherings and having fun... i like updates on where people go and what people see. 'cos it just tells me of what i haven't seen and gone to..

but no. putting stuff like a bunch of emo text on a dreamy photoshopped-to-death photo out there for the rest of the world.. inspiration text, I'm ok with. but emo text? really? i don't blame it for meaning something to you. but do you really think it's that important to share with the world?

i used to be that. until i annoyed even myself. so while some things do mean something to me, i take the time to pause and think, "do people even care?"

unless it's a rant to get out of my system and to remind me of lessons learnt (case in point..), no one really needs to know.

sigh. i need to be a little more tolerant of them. not very nice to keep hating on people like that. praying to God for more tolerance... just a little more tolerance... remember.. tolerance..