do i want to die young? i don't mind.. seriously.. i think it's a serious way to start a blog but jx asked me that suddenly.. so made me think abt it. why do i even want to die young? While, Paul did mention in Philippians 1:21, "to live is Christ, to die is gain". it is selfish of me, to want to die so that i'd gain. at the same time, it's selfish 'cos i'm not thinking of the ppl who do care abt me. i'll be leaving behind all my friends and family.

anywayz, another qn that moron asked was if any guy had caught my attention. truth is, some guys have actually managed to catch my attention.. but just my eye, not my mind or heart. upsetting, isn't it? just 2 really.. zax and mod. they're the similar sort... nice almond-shaped eyes (yesh, peri, there are ppl who like almond-shaped eyes and not just the puppy-dog types). defined features with high cheekbones that give off the soft touch to the boyish face.

orli is obviously disturbed by the fact that i'm still thinking of mod even though i saw him for a while. is it my fault he's got a face that's so easy and comforting to the eyes? orli's mom thinks he's good looking. my mom reckons he's pretty. ahahaha.. see.. and mod's got a slimmer face as compared to zax. but it doesn't hinder the fact that they are really nice to rest my eyes on. and plus plus to them... mod does funny. i was laughing so hard when i first had a run-in with him. zax's got a really nice voice. it's gentle, comforting and strong. even more gentle than clay aiken's and i'm not joking. clay's got a different type of comforting voice.. like the big brother type comforting. zax's got the "friend" comforting type singing voice. and both of them have bright smiles that make me smile too.

haven't found any guys to "rest my eyes one" since my.. erm.. shall not say. shall just say it was never dring sch days of smu and mgs. ahaha