in the gym right now and the silly kettle decided to crash on me. i need my hot drink to fill me up but while i'm the only silly staff right now, i can't go running around. shucks. i've never craved milo/tea/coffee so badly before. ok, take out coffee.. i've had worse coffee cravings.

i'm not a coffee addict. i just have my moments. like how i have yet to try starbucks java chip. they took away my rhumba frappe and brought in java chip. more chocolate chips? very expensive coffee. so still harboring that insatiable craving for my first taste of java chip coffee. think i'm gonna wait until i'm feeling down enough to wanna indulge in overpriced coffee.

meanwhile, the list of songs that i've being ODing on..

1. Lin Jun Jie- "Sa Rang Hae Yo Zhi Dui Ni Shuo"
2. Take That- "Nobody Else"
3. Take That- "Holding Back The Tears"
4. Will Liu feat Evonne Hsu - Xing Dong Xing Tong

yea, depressingly sweet love songs. ahaha. am i in one of those moods again? maybe. maybe not. i derno. but i cannot deny that my conversations with a particular someone has been.. well.. bittersweet. while i've fully accepted that my life is really not under my control, he comes along and tells me not to be so pesimisstic abt it all.

reminiscent of conversations i've had since year one. and i'll still say the same thing that i told david chan two years ago, on the last day of exams before we went to fred's house to chill..

"i'll just never understand why single (guys) sit around and ask why other single (girls) are very eligible yet still unattached."

and i'm still wondering. anyhoo, i did explain to the particular someone that i'm not pesimisstic abt life and that i honestly enjoy my life as a singleton. make the best of what you have. he jokingly chided me as being childish and i cldn't help but laugh in response. the friends i surround myself with in the still of night when i cannot get any sleep.. haiz.


if i were to say "sa rang hae yo" to anyone right now, You know that it's for Your ears only. Because You first said that to me when You reached Your hand out to me.

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suddenly, the morning doesn't seem as dreary anymore despite the maniacal laughter of two terribly annoying prats in the gym. kw's seriously my sunshine boy. the way his grin just perks me up when he's waving frantically at me from outside the gym. at least he's leaving school when i leave. that way, i don't have to wonder what it'll be like to not see him when i'm stuck at the gym. let's just make the best of the coming year then. =)