what I tend to think of as funny, or amusing, or certain expressions I have may be similar to how people are feeling inside. but it doesn't mean it's alright. that sigh. that wince. that grin. that slightly exasperated amusement.

it's not alright. even if the person says he or she is not affected. even if the person brushes it off. it's not alright.

I was once on the receiving end and I should really be the last person to be doing it to others. it is not right.

learning to school my expressions and to be a better support to the building of the church. to be a better steward and fellow shepherdess. to be a better assistant. to be a better maid.



God, help me with my sin, especially so I won't hurt others the way I was hurt before.