i'm actually glad i didn't take that lift from jeremy. i do enjoy the conversations i have with fred while walking together. it's really different from conversations i have with others.. even with other guys when we hang out one-on-one. fred's just really like that older brother whom i can look to. even with other guys, it's just as though they are like my brudders, instead of an older brother.

but he got me thinking and talking.. abt where i was going with my life.. how best to glorify the kingdom of God. i'm just really confused now.. still need to think more about issues 'cos i guess i didn't really consider a lot of things actually. i just... haiz. let's just say for now, i dead thankful that we're justified by faith and not works.