why do i get such reactions when i wear a skirt? it's all the "oh my gosh! are you in a skirt?" or "why are you all dressed up?!? skirt and heels?!?" oh c'mon ppl, i'm a girl.. i'm entitled to wear skirts. besides, it's nice to look presentable for interviews. and yesh, my hair is getting too long.. the longest i've had it. chopping it off during wk 14. cutting hair is theraputical. honestly. and yet, i take such comments as they come. it's always the usual roll-eyes routine before reminding the person that i am a girl after all. strange, wldn't you think? to quote a friend from his blog abt mg girls..

"You see the any MG girl in the first three months and she's like... 'ya ok...anything' and then after the first three months when they get the AC girl's outfit and suddenly... its 'woah! come from where one!!!!!"

hm. i doubt that ever happened to me.. honestly. it's not a self-esteem issue i'm facing here. it's reality. i know i attract attention. but it's 'cos my orange T-shirts and loud laughter gets me attention. and people are strangely attracted to my brownies.. free food goes a long way, i guess. but a "woah" attention? hardly.. oh wait. never. but from the quote, you wld think all mg/ac girls have that "phwoar" factor. *black sheep baa-ing away again*

on a lighter note, i wld like to think of myself as the low profile girl in acjc. i am, right? even in smu, i have a low profile. so it must have been that way in my 2 years in acjc right? then questions start to arise.. how did my then "pikachu" know my name? we have never exchanged names. how did he know i was even in dboat to begin with?? how did my then "puppy-dog" knew i quit dboat even though i never told him that?? i.. i.. low profile right?????

i mean.. i do have friends.. and many acquaintances. but then, how wld the above mentioned acquaintances know abt my change in cca? sialah. am i too sensitive when i think someone is looking at me for no reason? take "stalker guy" on 74. i was going home with one friend once.. then she suddenly looked at me and said that her classmate was looking at me.

then she beckoned to this guy sitting a distance in front of us but he was facing forward. i did notice him looking in our direction but figured out he was looking at my friend actually. and she said it with such seriousness so i could do no more but to laugh it off and told her not to joke around. then she gave me didn't give me the "of course i'm joking" smile.

to cut things short, i started to notice him from that time onwards.. and he's normally looking past my direction quite a bit. got chio bu behind me? most prob. plus he's got a gf. gosh.

ok. fine. i do get noticed in school. but definitely not 'cos i'm gorgeous. i just.. have a unique look? ahahaha.. i'm getting hysterical. it's the stress. that's it, i'm not blogging anymore for now.