if i'm the only one who can't communicate with anyone else...

if i'm the only one being excluded...

if i'm the only one being ignored...

if i'm the only one not being called to be part of something...

maybe i need to realize that i'm useless and worthless in contributing anything. such a failure. such a waste of space and oxygen.


please let me keep clinging to God and doing things only to please Him and to find peace with Him. let me keep holding my tongue and withholding my emotions and realize that i'm the only one to be blamed for how every thing turned out. to realize that i'm the only one makes mistakes.

shall stop being a burden soon.


- inner conflicts of the mentally defective